The Fear That Was Given To Me 🛑🏃🏽‍♀️

Isaiah 41:10 Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.

Isaiah 41:10 Kjv

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At the age of 16 I got my first taste of anxiety. I remember laying in my bed after an unjust fight with my mother, and feeling a huge weight on my chest like an elephant sitting on me. Anxiety is basically worry on steroids’! That same feeling followed me into early adulthood up until now, the more I think about it fear used to always be a part of my life. I had fear when my mother would walk through the door. I had fear that I would never be accepted. I had fear that I would end up alone or dead in a ditch somewhere. I felt that heavy weight constantly, even now sometimes it creeps in every now and again.

Just the other day I was in the shower talking to Jesus about things that were basically causing me fear, and anxiety. I heard the Holy Spirit tell me, “I will help you, I will hold you up with my righteous right hand”. I felt a peace wash over me. I have to keep reminding myself that I need to believe and TRUST in The Most High God. That’s when I started to turn my attention to the fear that kept creeping up every time I figured I was “okay” that’s when I began to understand that the fear I had was basically handed down to me from my mother. It was pushed upon me, and crammed down my throat forcing me to live a stagnated life and that stagnation seeped into my Christian walk with my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ (Yeshua Hamasiyach).

I had this unrealistic view of Christ what He represented, and who He was. It is stated that Fear not or Be not Afraid is used over 365 times in the Holy Bible the Most High never intended for us to live a stagnated Christian life or existence full of FEAR and doubt. I lived a life full of fear I had inadequacies that I focused on I also felt that Jesus would never love or use a broken girl like me I was full of fear and that opened the gateway to doubt and hopelessness amongst other things. I believe that our biggest problems as followers of Christ is that we don’t believe and trust Him as hard or as much as we ought to we let the cares of this life sweep us away from The Most High God. We our past, the news, our jobs, and relationships etc. take our minds off of Christ. The most major one of all the topics I named is our PAST.

A lot of the time we think we know it all. I know I personally thought I knew it all, and concerning my healing I forgot it was a EVERYDAY thing. As Believers we are instructed to cast down imaginations and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God. (2 Corinthians 10:5 kjv)

I understand now that He tells us to fear not because He loves us! He tells us not to be dismayed (loss of courage from fear) because He is with us and He will never forsake us. (Hebrews 13:5 kjv) He will strengthen us whenever we feel weak, and He will help us when we feel helpless! He will even uphold us with His righteous right hand! All we have to do is believe in a world full of fear, and uncertainty hold on to Jesus Christ! Have hope in Him because His promises and His Word never comes back void (Isaiah 55:11 kjv)

Remember you have a Savior who loves and cares for you! All you have to do is believe in Him. (John 14:1 kjv)

John 14:1 kjv- 14 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me.

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Understand (like I had to) as survivors of abuse fear was given to us forcefully, and it’s something that you can reject and NOT ACCEPT!! Choose faith over fear ! May this Message give you comfort and strength in Christ Name I pray! Amen!!

Sabbath Songs: Yahweh’s Chosen Wheat 🌾

Its been a LONG TIME since I wrote a psalm to Yahweh, since I have achieved a new milestone in my walk of faith I wanted to write a psalm to my Savior the Redeemer of my soul. 🌼🌹🌹🌹🌹

Out of everyone else why did You choose me?

Why El Shaddai, do you show us so much mercy?

I used to be broken, but now I am restored.

Yahweh-Rapha. My Healer. My Redeemer.

Only El Shaddai can make a man whole, and only Christ can save your soul.

We run from the Redeemer only to wind up into the arms of the deceiver.

The lies he whispers sound so true, the hurt he gives makes you feel so blue.

We are not our past. We are not our abusers. Children of Yahweh. Searching for His way.

Called out. Redeemed out. Chosen out of the chaos that’s roaming about.

Yahweh seen something in me that I did not see in myself. I know now that He is the source of my help.

Only from Him comes strength. Only from Him comes rest. He is the best. He is my King.

Bless Yah Oh my Soul. My Creator. My Keeper.

With Him I need not to fear because He holds me dear.

We are Light fighting against the dark. A great fire that sends a greater spark.

Chosen wheat that shall not taste defeat! satan you are beneath our feet.

I am a child of The Most High God Hallelujah! Let us all Praise Ye Yah!!

Come Let us sing psalms to The King! Let us all Praise Him for His Provisions.

Thank You Adonai for the visions. For the love that You send from Above.

Dedee “DanYah” 🌼🌼🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 I love You Abba Yah.

Witness Wednesday: A Tool for the Demonic🧰

1 Corinthians 3:3 kjv – For ye are yet carnal: for where as there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions are ye not carnal, and walk as men.

We are children of the Light, as children of the Light we are called to be Holy as God is Holy (1 Peter 1:16 kjv). As time winds down for the return of Jesus Christ our Savior, the love of many shall wax cold. We are living in dark times evil is on the rise, and many people call evil good, and good evil (Isaiah 5:20) lots of people are under the influence of demonic powers without even realizing it, the Bible says in James 3:16 “For where envying and strife is, there is confusion and every evil work”.

This is so true I am left in shock, and utter amazement at how much the Bible is on point with everything that is happening now. As darkness gets thicker we that are called to be a light to this world (Matthew 5:14) must let our lights shine BRIGHTER not worrying about what those in darkness think or how they may feel when they cannot overcome us. We must not compromise because of persecutions or love our lives even when faced with death laying down our lives for Christ knowing we will have a much greater reward.

It’s okay. Everything will be okay. We are not worldly, we have been called out of the world to live a Holy, and set apart lifestyle those who keep strife going, and people who let envy be their driving force do not even know that they are under the influence of dark powers. And that is very scary because these people think that they are right, or that the demonic thoughts that they think are theirs. They do not see the error in their wicked ways this is why Jesus instructed us to pray for those who do wrong to us (Matthew 5:44 KJV) .

Please remember Church (I am talking to myself also) that we are in a spiritual war! Greater is He that is in me, than he that is in the world.

You can think this is funny. You will have a rude awakening shortly. I’m positive about that.

My Trust Issues, and Insecurities 💔

Okay!! I admit it I have trust issues I lack confidence, I’m a very self-conscious person I overthink I feel ugly sometimes, and lately I feel as though I’m a alien that came from a different planet and I was left here or maybe the mothership has forgotten me? I don’t trust easily, nor do I believe ANYTHING anyone tells me I had to learn the hard way that actions speak louder than words, that simple “I love you’s” or “I had to do it for your own good”, were all just words used to cover up someone else’s wrong doing to put a lid on someone else’s evil conduct. They were used because a abuser didn’t want to do self-analyzation they instead chose to project their faults, and evils on an innocent child who couldn’t even comprehend the toxic environment that was brewing, and bubbling around them.

No one told me this instead the Most High showed me this the world can be cold, and cruel but it’s also up to you to not allow negativity, and bitterness to rule over your mind and captivate your spirit leaving you in bondage. This allows your environment to become a breeding ground for darkness I think as mortals we try to be our own god, that’s why so many people seek to control others the reason why we hear so many stories of children getting abused, and mistreated. And if you talk to these children once they become adults they will tell you that their abuser was also mistreated and abused the cycle goes on, and on and on (we call this generational curses).

This is my wallpaper on my computer screen 💖

Yeah! I have had trust issues, and sometimes I shy away from Yahweh but one thing is for certain I wouldnt blame Him for no wrongdoings that occured to me. If anything the wrongdoings that occured to me only made me seek Him harder, from this day forward I Danyah choose Yahweh, I choose Christ, I choose happiness over hopelessness. I choose everyday to praise and to serve the God of Israel, I choose to NOT be a prisoner to the past instead I choose to open my heart up to the Most High so He can provide the best healing for me. He can renew my soul, and refine my mind, Lord if Your reading this I choose to let go of my trust issues, and to trust in You. I want to experience Your love in ways thats unforgettable so I can love others, and tell others. So be it🌼.

I thank Yahweh for Yahweh! And Yahweh He’s in control of everything that’s around us and He sees all and He knows ALL.