Yahweh’s Love & Redemptive Power[My Living Testimony]

Proverbs 29:25 kjv The fear of man bringeth a snare: but whoso putteth his trust in the LORD shall be safe

Growing up in the type of home I grew up in a lot of things were out of order.The way God was represented was out of order instead of Him being displayed as loving and caring He was used as a tool for my abusive, and narcissistic mother. Looking back on my childhood I thought that my mother was right, and in the back of my mind I felt that she knew what she was doing I figured that maybe God did hate me and I was doomed to perish. This thinking lead me to a life of confusion, and darkness quickly flooded in growing up I was robbed of my self-worth and my self-esteem this lead to fast-paced living. You see when I was 17 my mother in one of her fits kicked me out on the streets I ended up at a homeless shelter then I was living pillar to post.

I experienced a lot when I was homeless, and was exposed to a lot that I wasn’t ready for this includes: drug use, alcoholism, violence, and fast paced sex. You know all those things the world tells you is “okay” I did these things because I was looking for something or maybe someone to love me it really is true that a child is shaped by their environment, and how you affirm them either destroys them or builds them up. It leads them toward a path of destruction or a path of victory. The devil knew what he was doing I had been attacked since I was a small girl the first time my mother beat me the breaking process started, and it just kept going downhill ever since.

One thing I have learned about Yahweh is that He is merciful and He takes care of us even when we aren’t even aware of how much darkness we are in or apart of. Only Jesus Christ can RESTORE us. Jesus Christ has delivered me from a life of drug use, alcoholism, porn addiction, masturbation, homosexuality, lying, fornication, adultery. To be honest everything that Galatians 5:19-21 tells us is a WORK OF THE FLESH you see me DEDEE I am NOT PERFECT I HAVE SINNED and I will most likely sin again this is why we must repent daily because we all fall short of the glory of God. His Word says “There is no one righteous, not even one (Romans 3:10).

If you don’t trust in Jesus, then who is your trust in?

If you don’t have hope in God, then who do you hope in?

Did you know in 2017 862,320 babies were ABORTED? Do you know God will JUDGE this Abominable thing!!! DO YOU KNOW GOD HATES HANDS THAT SHED INNOCENT BLOOD?? DO YOU KNOW THESE BABIES BLOOD CRIES OUT FOR JUSTICE???!!! DID YOU KNOW 42.4 MILLION BABIES WERE KILLED BY ABORTION IN 2019??? WHERES THE OUTRAGE OVER THIS??!!!

Yes, COVID is here but is your house in order? Are you seeking God like you should? Who can restore you? JESUS CHRIST. Who can save us? JESUS CHRIST. Who can redeem us? JESUS CHRIST. That is who I am leaning on! Not Trump, not the government, not this fallen world I place My HOPE IN EL SHADDAI!

Proverbs 29:25 kjv The fear of man bringeth a snare: but whoso putteth his trust in the LORD shall be safe

Time is running out folks. If you haven’t accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior I suggest and highly recommend you too. Repent today, open your heart to Him. He is waiting for you with open arms He wants to be your strong tower He does not wish for any man to perish. He redeemed me and He can redeem you too. IF you LET Him. You do not want to be left unprotected during the tribulation May God have mercy on us all.

🕊️The Pain that comes with going No contact {Abuse Awareness}

Link to my YouTube https://youtu.be/qZGI5jkKiQQ

After three years of no contact I can honestly say that I feel the anointing of God’s healing power on me I can stand on my own two feet and I know it’s not my strength but Christ. Three years ago when I first went no contact I had just gotten out of a mental hospital undergoing demonic attacks I felt alone, scared, and I was tired of feeling the pain that came from me having my mother in my life. When I first cut communication it was like my mind was trying so desperately to manipulate me into believing that the abuse never happened, then I would have feelings of regret and loneliness. Instead of me acknowledging and accepting that I was abandoned, and abused by my family I would feel as though I was doing to them the very same things they had done to me. I would reverse it. It’s funny how we as humans can do that, it was like I was detoxing from a drug or coming down from a potent high.

Why do victims feel this way? How come after walking from an abusive situation, they feel the need to go back thinking things will change? The answer lies in our childhood one must acknowledge that the environment they grew up in was unnatural the only thing that would make sense is doing things that make no sense. Narcissistic parents train scapegoated children from a early age to cut ties with their original selves, they then mold them to be the physical manifestation of the pain, and anger that they feel on the inside.  When the picked party lashes out at the treatment that’s inflicted on them the whole family stares “in shock”, and amazement.  They are the only brave ones willing to fight on the battlefield this causes the narcissistic parent(abuser) to always seek out ways to keep the picked party “in their place” by using mental, emotional, spiritual, and physical abuse measures.

Things the Victim (Victor) should reflect upon while going no contact:

  • You have been brainwashed into believing that you are the reason why you are being abused and treated unfairly.
  • To not feel pain after going no contact the victor needs to understand that they need healing and to have successful healing they must leave the toxic environment completely.
  • If they cannot leave the toxic environment the victor must start renewing their minds with what the Word of God says about them, and who they are. They must also understand that the narcissistic parent is spiritually sick.
  • Realize that what the abuser says about you doesn’t define you, it just shows that the abuser is intimidated by you.

They will rise because they are HEALED BY GOD, they are victors leading other victims free! CALL ON YAHWEH RAPHA TO HEAL YOU!

FIND YOUR PASSION AFTER THE PAIN OF GOING NO CONTACT!

If the Son sets you free you will be free indeed.

John 8:36

Sabbath Songs: First Fruits🍇

Let’s praise the name of our Lord!

Let’s give glory to the King. He is the First of the Fruits!

Praise Him for His glory and His might

Praise Him for His great sacrifice

Oh Lord! I have fallen in love with thee

I shall praise You for all eternity

As I write these words to You, I pray that they shall remain true

Holy! Holy! Is my God, Hallelujah! Praise Abba Yah<3

I sit and think of thee, Oh my Lord my soul longs for thee

I pray I see You soon, I pray for Your Holy commune

The bride needs you Christ, while the world isn’t suffice

You my Lord holds us in Your hands, even though we cannot see how much of your grace is in this plan

YOU! are my ONLY source, You are my shield let me always remember to remain still

You are my Savior and Yah’s begotten Son, I shall always recite Psalms 91

You are the only One that keeps me safe, Please Lord give us grace.

Thank You Jesus for The price you paid at Calvary. As we sit and reflect on You during this Holy week. Lord I love You and I praise You. No one amounts to You and no one is like YOU! I love You Christ Thank You for being a Good Shepard over Us. Hallelujah

Feast of the First Fruits!!!! Praise El Shaddai!

Sabbath Songs: Beauty in the Rain ☔🌈

Glory! Glory to ye Christ!

Praise the Savior, He is nigh

I have so much love for my King

So much love that He makes my soul sing

Yes! There is beauty in the rain

So much beauty in your pain

As someone once said “, No pain. no gain”.

After the rain, comes a rainbow gain

A beautiful rainbow comes from the clouds

Shout Hallelujah! And shout in loud

This my darling surely is true, in Christ these is neither greek or jew

Why my Lord do you dry my tears?

Why my Lord do you wipe away my fears?

I’ve done so much wrong to thee, I praise You Yah for Your mercy.

So much beauty in my rain, So much of Your glory in my pain.

“My Glory in your story”, He whispers to me.

Beauty in the rain, there’s no more pain

Trust in Me my love and I will set thee free

Like a bird from a cage no longer will you be a prisoner during the end of days

“Real rainbow that I seen” Praise God!

Only put your hope in Christ! He hasn’t failed you once or twice.

Sabbath Songs: Songs to Sing on Sabbath

🌈Embrace your beauty in the rain. Always Praise Him through the pain.🌈

Selah 🌈

Sabbath Songs: Yahweh Rapha 🌈🎁

The Elohim Who Heals

He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.

He takes old things and makes them new.

The Lord is my buckler, and He is my shield so I shall have no fear.

He is close to those whom He holds dear.

My soul cries out because it misses You dry my eyes Lord, I need You.

Your eyes are upon those that love You.

Your grace wraps around those that trust You.

Why fear man? When the Great I AM has a plan!

He parted the Red Sea. He came down and died for me.

So, I will dance for the Lord because He keeps me safe from harm.

Great is His power! Great is His Love! Great is the Most High God above!

Help us Lord finish the fight until the end. Strengthen us El Shaddai to understand that we win

Heal me Lord, thou art my praise! I will praise Thee until the end of my days.

  • Selah

Sabbath Songs Vol: 2 Song to sing on the Sabbath. May Christ Keep you warm. ❤

Poem to My Love💍👰🏽 🤵🏽 🤞🏽

Ready or not Christ is coming for His bride. Are you ready?

Dear Most High,

Oh My! How time flies.

Just yesterday I was seven now I’m wishing I was in Heaven

I want to go back home, and be in Your Holy zone

Oh how I wish I could call You on my phone

When I think of You I don’t feel alone

When I think of You I know I belong

I belong to You I can trust in You

A Hope? A Future? Truly I have that with Thee

Because I know the Most High God wont leave me

Nor would He ever Deceive me

Praise The Lord His Mercy Endures

Praise The Lord For His Power and His Might

Praise The Lord Because He has won this Fight

I love You Christ Thank you for Redeeming Me

Thank You my Elohim for your tremendous mercies

Hold me Lord, Keep Me Safe

Take my Heart and wrap it up Safe.

Oh! Isn’t the Lord Good, in all His Mercy He is victorious

Dedee has His Glory in her story

Dedee wants to be in God’s House

So daily she will cry out

Cry to the Lord! He shall Redeem

Because I know over me He sings.

Praise The Lord for the Blood He shed! Amen