Poem to My Love💍👰🏽 🤵🏽 🤞🏽

Ready or not Christ is coming for His bride. Are you ready?

Dear Most High,

Oh My! How time flies.

Just yesterday I was seven now I’m wishing I was in Heaven

I want to go back home, and be in Your Holy zone

Oh how I wish I could call You on my phone

When I think of You I don’t feel alone

When I think of You I know I belong

I belong to You I can trust in You

A Hope? A Future? Truly I have that with Thee

Because I know the Most High God wont leave me

Nor would He ever Deceive me

Praise The Lord His Mercy Endures

Praise The Lord For His Power and His Might

Praise The Lord Because He has won this Fight

I love You Christ Thank you for Redeeming Me

Thank You my Elohim for your tremendous mercies

Hold me Lord, Keep Me Safe

Take my Heart and wrap it up Safe.

Oh! Isn’t the Lord Good, in all His Mercy He is victorious

Dedee has His Glory in her story

Dedee wants to be in God’s House

So daily she will cry out

Cry to the Lord! He shall Redeem

Because I know over me He sings.

Praise The Lord for the Blood He shed! Amen

God Mercy Endures [♥] Poem

Psalms 136

I pray for His Mercy

His mercy is new every morning

Come let us praise Him for His Mercy!

I need His mercy to make it through

I’m so thankful to get to know You

Come let us praise our King!

Let the righteous prayers ring

Ring to the Heavens sound a alarm

Because with the Most High God we are safe from harm

Yes they call us crazy but its because they are lazy

They don’t know Him they haven’t experience Him

With the Lord I have made sacrifices

But they only keep track of my vices

Oh! Lord take away my hurt take it far from me remove it from the Earth

His MERCY! Yeah His Mercy Endures I praise Him constantly because I’m misunderstood

But understood by Him I’m thankful to Him I’m a Gem.

And when you become His Gem you understand that there’s no one like Him.

Selah 💙

😷Detoxing from A Drug Called (Parental) Abuse 💉💊

Growing up in this type of household the child that experiences this type of abuse never feels good enough no matter what they do, no matter what achievements sit on their mantle. When you go around your narcissistic parent you are never comfortable you will always feel as though you are walking on eggshells, you also feel as though you are on a witness stand and everything you say is constantly being examined. Normally children who come from this setting always feel that they need their mother(or fathers) approval(if they go no contact they can turn into people pleasers, or they are always looking for attention from their spouse, friends, or even in the work environment). They need constant validation from their surroundings and if the person does not get it they slowly sink into a feeling of isolation, and emotional abandonment with a extreme backlash of social anxiety.

“Fathers can also make you feel like this”

Victims of abuse always feel the need to over appreciate things that people may do for them the victim always has an urge to over apologize if they make a simple mistake because the narc has programmed their victim to take blame for problems that the narcissist actually caused (in steps scapegoat). The victim also has the tendency to place people on a remarkably high pedestal and when people tend to let them down(as humans do because alas we are only human) the victim can shift into a self analytical picking at their flaws, and blaming themselves for the fickle behavior that the other party displayed. They have strong trust issues, and they tend to not show their true self to others out of fear of being ridiculed, and rejected they have learned not to tell others about their abuse because the abuser gets defended as being a caring parent, and the victim as an ungrateful child who should just,” bury the hatchet, or your being overdramatic”.

The narcissist rewrites old memories always making you out to be the bad guy all the while minimizing their involvement, and their actions to make you feel sorry for the things the narc actually inherently did wrong(shifting blame to an innocent victim). The narc may broadcast how good he/she is a person to outsiders, and puts on a grandiose behavior on how much she/he helps people. Strangely enough when you call the narc for help they twist it around to make you feel worthless, and like an extreme burden of a failure the narc from this type of family dynamic always makes you feel guilty when your around them(like I said before about old memories). These evil people have a way of pulling a story back from 10 years ago to throw it in your face(my mother would tell me how when I was in her womb I didn’t move and when I came out my eyes were red so I was evil). They make you feel guilty for being you, and not thinking like them or agreeing to their dictative structures the victim typically rebels at a early age because they can sense the sinister energy from the abuser. The victim heart beats extremely fast when the narc’s name appears on their caller ID unsure of how the narc will approach them in conversation.

The narc loves to remind you that you will always “need” them (they will push the scripture, “Honor thy Mother and Father”) all the while they act in a dishonorable way inducing fear, and turmoil in the victims life forcing them without a shadow of doubt to feel as though they do not belong causing them to question The Most High, and also their morality because of the abuse that happens in this toxic environment. Victims when they grow older, and start to live, and work in the world can’t accept corrective criticism (even if it comes from a loving source) they typically develop severe anxiety and they shut down because all they can hear is the abuser yelling, and belittling them. The abuser normally calls the truthteller(scapegoat) crazy they systematically over the years program everyone in the family to see the truthteller(scapegoat) as nothing more than a crazy, downtrodden psychopath they do this to the point that they make the victim question their own mind. The abuser is crafty in doing this type of warfare because it breaks down the victim they see as a “problem” because they know that with this child there is a risk of exposure to the abuse that they administer.

Is there hope? The only hope that a victim that suffers from this traumatic abuse has is to go NO CONTACT once the abused leave this toxic environment they will then gain clarity once they research, and venture out they will start to understand slowly and surely that the abuser has, and will always be the PROBLEM! Save yourself many years of pain, and TROUBLE by DETOXING FROM ABUSE TODAY! May the Most High Yahweh Heal your heart on this path of healing like He is doing mines. Have a Blessed Detox, and always remember treat yourself good because no one else will(well Christ will) ❤ Adieu 💚

Stay Blessed, Stay Strong Hope Filled && Yah Willed Until Next time on “Talks with Danyah”🕊️🌸