Overcoming Feelings of Inadequacy 💪🏽🙌🏽

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Feeling inadequate can be a result of a lot of factors for some it is the type of clothes they wear, the type of house they have, or maybe the type of job title they hold. During early development, a child is learning so much, and during this time a child starts to form an opinion on how they view themselves and others. In fact, feelings of inadequacy can take root during a person’s childhood when a child receives negative messages about themselves indirectly, and directly. These negative messages about themselves can be from parents, teachers, or others whom the child sees as significant.

In my case the feelings of inadequacy weren’t so complex I wish it could have been because of materialistic lack, but I knew that my feelings of lack stemmed from my childhood upbringing. Imagine my horror when I realized that the feelings of inadequacy still followed me into my early and late adult hood. I felt unworthy of God’s love, and attention I changed the image of Yah into my abusive mother and enabling family members. I would cringe at the thought of Him loving me I felt as though I was a burden, maybe I was a mistake? Getting in the way of His will. So many teachings, so many men who I perceived were closer to The Most High more than I could ever be. I could feel myself becoming a bit legalistic scared of Him not love, but a fear that made me feel unworthy to even send Him a prayer.

The Bible is full of people who felt just like me. Inadequate. Moses, Gideon, Jeremiah, Peter the list goes on, and on. I look at Peter, and some of his characteristics remind me of myself matter of fact I look at Luke 5: 8- When Simon Peter saw it, he fell down at Jesus’ knees, saying, Depart from me; for I am a sinful man, O LORD. With a display of supernatural power this gave Peter proof of the Father’s omniscience and omnipotence through The Lord Jesus the Christ. With it comes Peter’s realization of his own inadequacy, which he conveys by falling “down at Jesus’ knees, saying, ‘Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord!‘” Peter realizes that he had been faithless, and just like Peter I myself (and I’m sure you too) can relate to this verse.  

Jesus then goes on to tell His newfound disciple to Fear not; from henceforth thou shalt catch men.” (Luke 5:10 kjv) He affirms Peters and lets him know to fear not and from that moment on he will become a fisher of men, a worker of righteousness. In spite of Peter’s inadequacy God chose him. He looked past his inadequacies and seen Peter’s potential because when God sees us He doesn’t see our inadequacies, but He sees how we are adequate for His plan, and how we can be used for His PURPOSE. Despite our past, despite our failures The Most High sees the untapped potential that is trapped inside of us waiting to get out how does He know it is there? Because HE PUT IT THERE!

In my experience the first step to overcoming feelings of inadequacy is admitting that you are fearful and realizing that you are broken and that you need Yahweh’s healing touch upon your life. Yahweh Rapha the Lord who Heals you, who restores you. What was I fearful of? I was fearful of rejection not just from man but also from The Highest. Apparently, the cuts from my childhood cut me deep so deep that I developed strong feelings of inadequacy I would always feel like I wasn’t good enough condemning myself to hell for any little mistake that I made I caused a lot of pain to not only others but also myself before I realized that I was a product of childhood abuse and trauma.

This is not the last time where we see Jesus telling us to fear not matter of fact Jesus tells us in Matthew 10:31Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows.

We are of so much value to God that we cannot even fathom the things that He has in store for us once we begin this journey. He does not want us feeling inadequate that is why He gives us grace because His power is made perfect in our weaknesses (2 Corinthians 12:9). Truth is God was never looking for perfect people He is looking for those who will perfect His will, a willing vessel who will go against the grain to walk the narrow path of righteousness. So why feel inadequate? Why feel as though you are not good enough? He knows your condition that’s why you were chosen.

 He makes all things new, and when your in Christ you are a new creation besides all have sinned and come short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23). Not some, but ALL.

Besides, I am realizing that it is not my strength that I need to operate off of but Christ’s strength. I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me, and this includes overcoming my feelings of inadequacy, and throwing away the lies of my childhood and destroying the works of the enemy. I will serve God despite my insecurities and inadequacies truth be told no one is perfect, and I have come to respect the fact that I will never be, but Yahweh loves me even though I am not perfect. This is due to the mercy that He has available to me and His mercy endures forever. He cannot go against His character and I don’t expect Him to because He changes not. Everyday we are learning, and everyday we are changing some for the better and some for the worst at the end of the day it’s up to you to chose sweetness over bitterness.

Thank you for reading! Get past feeling inadequate it doesn’t get you nowhere! May God Bless, keep, and Heal You in Christ Jesus Forever ❤

Dedee

10 Reasons You Should Go No Contact from Toxic Family in 2021! 🥳

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  1. You realize they use scripture as a weapon and often MISQUOTE IT to make you submit to their evils. Everything they say and do goes against the Word of God and when you do point this out to them, they take it as your trying to be “holier than thou”, or that you think you are better than them. The Word allows you to see through them and they do not like that. (Example: They are QUICK to throw up the 17-year-old you when you are 32… or they tell you that since you are not honoring them you will die early, but they leave out how parents should not provoke their children to anger)
  2. When you need help you are often ignored, mistreated, or made to feel like a burden you are often the one who gets called upon when others need assistance. Your help is always wanted if not EXPECTED. (Your questions and concerns often get dismissed as useless complaints.)
  3. Dealing with your toxic mother, father, siblings etc. takes more out of you than you can bear you often have a pensive attitude towards them. (Pensive definition- feeling sad while deep in thought) You often question yourself as to why your family treats you so bad, when you really do not do anything that contributes to their abuse questions turn into tears that fall down your face.
  4. When you have approached your family members about the toxicity, and dysfunction they sweep it under the rug, and downplay your concerns they typically take up for the abuser(s) and throw them a pity party to make your feel stupid for even questioning their evil.
  5. The more you think about your childhood, the more you realize that you were set up for failure. Family prized demoralized behavior, and worshipped abuse under the guise of love. You were not taught about real world values to help you succeed as an adult.
  6. When you try to get your life right (Examples: Getting closer to Yahweh, getting off drugs, going to school, eating right and working out, getting married and starting a family etc.) They do all they can to destroy any ounce of positivity in your life it is like they sit back and devise plans to destroy your happiness they frown on you making righteous decisions ESPECIALLY if you are moving into a direction where you will NO LONGER be dependent on them. (Which leads me to number 7)
  7. They want you to be dependent on them so that they can control you, and the moment when you show any ounce of independence instead of being happy for you (like any healthy person would be) they do all they can to destroy your progress. (Examples: telling you that you will fail, cursing you (my mother did this to me), starting fights with you, turning people against you with lies and speculation)
  8. They do not want you to grow, and when you do show signs of growing, they have no problem showing you how jealous and envious they are of you. (All the while making comments about how they are not jealous of you)
  9. As you get older you start to realize that they do not know you at all. They take more from you than they give. Your kindness is often mistaken for weakness, and love is replaced with angst. (Angst- a feeling of anxiety, apprehension, or insecurity.)
  10. They never take accountability for their behavior, they never own up to their mistakes, and they are quick to blame YOU for the pain that they afflicted on you. **WARNING- THIS IS A MANIPULATION TACTIC STRONG WITCHCRAFT. (Example: When I was 17 my mother kicked me out on the street, and I was living in a homeless shelter (that she dropped me off too) she would always tell me that it was my fault that she kicked me out and she had to do it because I was destroying her home, I would then feel bad, and apologize along with blaming myself for being homeless.)

New Beginnings/ New Horizons 🙏🏽

Life is so fragile, and the world is sometimes so cold. I have learned a lot during this time. Materials mean nothing, and the love of strangers comes as a reminder of God’s unrequited love for us. I’m on the road to something new, something BIG something that I have NEVER experienced before I’m both nervous, and excited.

We as humans are always nervous when it comes time to embrace the new. Sometimes trauma takes away our love for others, or maybe trauma helps us earn empathy towards others?

I am in shock, and in awe of God’s love for me I am never far from His sight, and He always makes sure to touch me through the kind hearts of strangers.

Thank you all for your prayers!! May God Bless you all!

(I will be back blogging, and telling my story of healing in no time. I also start work next week.)

May Yahweh Cover you all, and may His face shine upon you!

~~ Dedee “DanYah” 🌼👑

Sabbath Songs: God’s Amazing Provision 👸🏽🌹🎉

I will survive this storm because You LORD GOD keeps me safe from harm.

Those who wait upon You shall renew their strength.

Walking with You the road isn’t bent, my pain is truly not in vain

If anything with You Lord God we have more to gain. Why my flesh do you deceive me?

Why does the world not please me? Lord God I believe You in the midst of these waves

I believe You in the midst of the the haze. I have been through worst and I escaped that hurt.

You are preparing a table for me, and I know that I will eat so bountifully.

New changes. New Horizons. Only YOU LORD will I set my eyes on.

You will never leave me nor forsaken me.

I write this song to You my King, because You always make me sing.

We do not need to fear, because You hold us all near and dear.

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May God Bless you and Keep you 💪🏽

[UPDATE #2] I am affected by Hurricane Laura💔💔 {pictures included)🥺

Hello my WordPress family I am here today to give a quick update on my situation. Since the last time I posted we have checked on the place that we used to stay, the trip unleashed an influx of emotions at the sight of our once beloved humble home. Considering the damage we will have to replace everything in our home. We didn’t have much but we were living comfortable within our means prayer is needed not only for us, but all those who are affected by Hurricane Laura. When we final went to the home to access the damages we were overcome with shock, and disbelief at how much was destroyed by this storm. Typing this I have tears in my eyes I am met with uncertainty, and a longing for a taste of normalcy we will have to relocate and honestly it leaves us with a feeling of edginess, and unpredictability. God tested many people in the Bible. He testes us all, and the Words that are written are ALIVE, and SHARP we must live these scriptures out day by day, hour by hour, and second by second. During this time I am also not working, and I also had to take a break from school due to my circumstances we are in the process of looking for a new home so that our baby will have a safe place to lay his head. Please Pray for all individuals affected to receive supernatural miracles and divine provision from God you never expect that something like this will happen to you until it happens. I will keep my head up, and keep a positive attitude, because surely my Redeemer lives and He is able to supply all my needs. (Job 19:25 For I know that my redeemer liveth, and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth:) 💖💝

Front of our used to be home.
It blocks the front of the house
this is blocking our carport
ceiling fell in the bedroom
we have no electricity in the house lanterns were used, also the bed has extensive water damage and has mold on it.
the ceiling fell in our kitchen
LOOK AT THE MOLD. We have extensive water damage in our home.
This is the backyard.

This is a time of faith. This is a time that people need to help those who need help. This also is a time to see the Hand Of God upon our lives. New beginnings, and a deeper intimacy with Yahweh.

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Are You a Living Stone💎, Or Just Dead Weight??? 🤔

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1 Peter 2:5 (kjv)- Ye also, as lively stones, are built up a spiritual house, an holy priesthood, to offer spiritual sacrifices, acceptable to God by Jesus Christ.

So many times during my life I have often questioned why I felt different, and why I just felt as though I didn’t belong even when I was a little girl I felt as though I was homesick, and my childhood home was just a place of temporary residency. It wasn’t until recently that I came upon the knowledge of who I actually was, so many times people call those who believe in Jesus Christ (Yeshua) “Chosen”, but what does that actually mean?

As followers of Christ we are LIVING STONES we are all of the following:

  • Resilient
  • Strong
  • Adaptable
  • Able to stand firm during the trials of life

We are like a tree planted by the waters that spreads out its roots by the river (Jeremiah 17:8 KJV). We are not bothered when the heat (trials) comes, and we always bear fruit (spreading the gospel of Jesus Christ) never anxious in the year of a drought (when speaking about the Word is not considered cool). We tell our testimony, that is one of the greatest weapons against the enemy (Rev. 12:11 kjv) We proclaim God’s goodness, and we live off of His Mercy His Mercy endures forever (Psalms 136). 

We are Chosen by Jesus to bear fruit for God (John 15:16 kjv)

John 15:16 Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you.

We are called and chosen to be a HOLY and SET APART people to God. Proclaiming His coming and letting out light shine before men so that they can glorify Him which is in Heaven. (Matthew 5:16)

To the world we are a stumbling blocks, but to the Church we are living steppingstones being used by Christ to help others go deeper in God. We are walking, living, breathing stones. STRONG. HUMBLE. BEAUTIFUL. A masterpiece created in the image of Jesus Christ (Eph. 2:10)

Ephesians 2:10 (kjv) – For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.

Or, are you just dead weight? Are you bringing forth fruit? Do you witness to those who aren’t believers? Do you spread your love for God or do you hide your light? Jesus says in Matthew 5:14-16 14 “You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. 16 In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that[a] they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.

Sin causes you to be DEAD WEIGHT. When a person is dead weight they are operating in darkness and the only works they can produce are dead works.

 Romans 8:6 For the mind set on the flesh is death, but the mind set on the Spirit is life and peace,

Many times, when a person becomes born again, those who are perishing mock, and ridicule them they often trivialize the persons walk and they make God into an image of an corruptible God. Men love darkness rather than light because their deeds are hid in the dark.

 John 1:5 kjv And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.

Being alive is hard but dying is easy. What are you doing with the life that God has given you? Are you helping or hurting? Do you have others in your life that is causing you more harm than help? If so, CUT THEM OUT OF YOUR LIFE they are just dead weight. Dead weight puts a heavy burden upon your shoulders if a person is not building you up, they are only keeping you down.

In Hebrews 12:1 Paul tells us “Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us”.

So, analyze yourself… Are you becoming a Living Stone, or are you just dead weight? Do you have dead weights around you, if so LAY IT ASIDE. Get rid of everything, and everyone who does not uplift you. Stay away from things that can easily beset you. Now is the time that we must seek God while He can be found, now is the time to witness to people who do not know Jesus! Share your testimony you never know who you will pull out the fire. Thank you for reading may Yahweh Bless You and Keep you on your journey of truth and righteousness.

Jude 1:23

“And others save with fear, pulling them out of the fire; hating even the garment spotted by the flesh.”

Witness Wednesday: A Tool for the Demonic🧰

1 Corinthians 3:3 kjv – For ye are yet carnal: for where as there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions are ye not carnal, and walk as men.

We are children of the Light, as children of the Light we are called to be Holy as God is Holy (1 Peter 1:16 kjv). As time winds down for the return of Jesus Christ our Savior, the love of many shall wax cold. We are living in dark times evil is on the rise, and many people call evil good, and good evil (Isaiah 5:20) lots of people are under the influence of demonic powers without even realizing it, the Bible says in James 3:16 “For where envying and strife is, there is confusion and every evil work”.

This is so true I am left in shock, and utter amazement at how much the Bible is on point with everything that is happening now. As darkness gets thicker we that are called to be a light to this world (Matthew 5:14) must let our lights shine BRIGHTER not worrying about what those in darkness think or how they may feel when they cannot overcome us. We must not compromise because of persecutions or love our lives even when faced with death laying down our lives for Christ knowing we will have a much greater reward.

It’s okay. Everything will be okay. We are not worldly, we have been called out of the world to live a Holy, and set apart lifestyle those who keep strife going, and people who let envy be their driving force do not even know that they are under the influence of dark powers. And that is very scary because these people think that they are right, or that the demonic thoughts that they think are theirs. They do not see the error in their wicked ways this is why Jesus instructed us to pray for those who do wrong to us (Matthew 5:44 KJV) .

Please remember Church (I am talking to myself also) that we are in a spiritual war! Greater is He that is in me, than he that is in the world.

You can think this is funny. You will have a rude awakening shortly. I’m positive about that.

[BeAware]of Blind Witches and Warlocks

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Many people unknowingly deal with blind witches and warlocks on a daily basis they can be your coworker, your friend, your neighbor, and sometimes (as much as it hurts) your family members. I recently had a revelation that came to me while listening to a sermon on YouTube called “Your Problem is Witches”, by Pastor Stephen Darby https://youtu.be/GkAgCAKp78U

Many people who are walking in the works of the flesh are by DEFAULT blind witches and/or warlocks. I am not saying that these people cannot be saved I am pointing out that many people in the world today are working in the kingdom of darkness and they do not even know they are. 2 Corinthians 4:4- kjv says “In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God should shine unto them”. We have all fallen short of the Glory of God, and before we were saved we operated as blind witches/warlocks anytime you live out of the works of the flesh(Galatians 5:19-21) you are operating in rebellion towards The Most High God and that’s witchcraft.

Blind witchcraft is the most deadliest because a person can operate under the influence of the demonic and not even know it. They produce the same results as witches who attend coven meetings it leaves their victims in a state of shock and confusion while making the victim feel guilty if they do decide to cut them out of their lives. Many people can look at these blind witches/warlocks and sense demonic energy they bring forth. Jesus said in Matthew 15:8- These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me.”

A person can appear spiritual and Godly in the natural, but spiritually they can be high ranking witches and/or warlocks (2 Corinthians 11:14 kjv- And no marvel ; for satan himself is transformed into an angel of light) They attend the meetings in the spiritual realm while they are sleep, when your body goes to sleep your spirit is still active thus this is why we dream. When they wake up from these meetings they are unaware that the meeting even took place because spiritually they are in full agreement with the satanic kingdom.

Blindness to their wickedness is their reward from satan, and it is granted to them in order to get their assignments done they are initiated into the witchcraft kingdom through their acts of rebellion they are the devils devices used by him to seek who they can devour (1 Peter 5:8 kjv- Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour) They go about their days carrying out satanic assignments from the satanic kingdom they actually represent like a puppet on a string wrapped in hypnotism.

People do not understand, even if you do not believe in God or the devil you can still be used as a catalyst for the demonic. People who don’t believe are easier to influenced and to be used as blind witches/warlocks. Blind witches/warlocks have a strong Jezebel spirit operating through them a persons only hope in getting free from this is to get deliverance from the Most High God Yahweh. Giving your life to Jesus Christ, believing He died on the cross for your sins, denying yourself and becoming a follower of Christ partaking in His suffering and yielding to His Spirit. A person must Repent and turn from their wicked ways then the Lord can heal their land.

Individuals who operate in blind witchcraft can be very manipulative, deceitful, and destructive they do innocent things that cause tremendous harm to others and they may not even know it due to the fact that it was their assignment from satan that was given to them in the spirit realm.

The demonic spirits behind this behavior aim is to come into a believers life and to give satan entrance in order to gain a stronghold resulting in obtaining mastery over a person’s life and stopping God’s plans for that individuals destiny. A person either seeks Divine healing and deliverance gaining strength over this oppression or they give in and become an initiated member of the demonic kingdom. We are all faced with two choices: Breaking the cycle or keeping it going the choice is yours.

Do you know any blind witches/warlocks? Ask Jesus to reveal it to you. He will. Repent for the kingdom of heaven in near. Put on the full body armor of God so you are able to stand against the wiles of the devil (Ephesians 6:11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.)

Jesus said in Matthew 7:23- And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.

Witness Wednesday: We Are Not Forsaken 👸🏽

2 Corinthians 4:8-9 kjv- 8 We are troubled on every side yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; 9 Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed.

This Bible verse was so beautiful I ask Jesus to minister to me something to help me through this trial I am facing right now. I pray this gives you hope also.

Written on 06/30/2020- I haven’t did my witness Wednesday in a while, but I feel that this Wed this message needs to get to someone. Comment and tell me what you think.

This scripture, I never knew existed in the Bible until yesterday (funny how much you discover about the Bible when you start reading it). I asked the Lord to give me a Word that I can meditate on, something to put in the chambers of my heart to give me strength during this trial I am facing. Once I read this scripture I immediately fell in love with God all over again. Yahweh is so AMAZING! He is BREATHTAKING the love He has for us is so UNREAL its SURREAL. What is a man that He is so mindful of him? I been though some hard times abused and mistreated by family, abandoned by my family, placed in a mental ward, had demons talk to me through people. I was laugh at, mocked, and ridiculed and the list goes on and on.

As followers and believers of Christ we must always remember that God will never leave us nor forsaken us. We have so much going on around us that we must remember that greater is HE that is in US than he that is in the world. It is so easy to get lost in this world. Trouble on the job, dealing with family issues, and insecurities amongst other things but through it all The Most High God is with us and He is making a way so we must FOCUS on what’s not seen verses what’s seen.

Keeping your lamp full of oil is a must, and blocking out all distractions is necessary if you want to hear the call of the bridegroom. Praise the Lord! For His mercy and His might Amen.

Sabbath Songs: Reclaiming My Identity ​❤️️​👑​🧎🏽‍♀️

I have victory with the King

This is why I always sing

He has overcome the world

I know that I am Yahweh’s girl

Thank you My Precious Savior

Where will I be without thee?

You are my advocate, You are my Righteous King

Come on Everybody! Let us all sing. Let us all Praise The Lord

Thank You God for keeping us safe from harm.

So much is going on. So much is happening.

I don’t need to raise an alarm, because I am a sheep on Your farm

Your my Good Shepard that watches over me.

Your my Great Big God that Loves me.

You make me smile. You make me laugh. You make me sing and You make me dance.

Thank You El Shaddai for being by my side. Time is so nigh Your Kingdom shall rise.