I can’t believe it’s been 2 years on my blog! Praise The Most High God in Heaven!! When I started my blog two years ago I never thought that I would have stuck with it for so long I have grown to love blogging, and telling my story of healing from abuse as a child. It is so funny how much can be accomplished when you decide to put it in the hands of The Most High when you decide to trust Christ and move forward in His will and His Light and love.
I am more than a CONQUEROR! I don’t just say this but I believe it also. Yahweh encourages me so I will encourage you. He loves me so I love you too. Thank you for following my Blog and being apart of this journey may Yah bless you and guide you in Christ name I pray. Amen 🙏🏽
We may have found a house. We are going to apply tomorrow. I will continue to stand in faith. Keep me and my family in your prayers please! Along with all those who are affected by Hurricane Laura lots of people are out of work (including myself) please pray for us. I love you all ❤🥰🌹
The only good thing I have in this world is truth.
I pray to the Most High God that I don’t depart from it in my youth
We all have been through so much. All this world needs is Your touch Lord.
Oh! If men would praise You and Your glorious works!
Oh! If men would depart from evil and cleave to the truth
Seek the Lord while He can be found, seek the King so you can be safe and sound.
My Lord, My Savior, My Redeemer thank You God for Your favor.
Let blessings rain down not only on me but also on everyone in the body of Christ.
Protect us. Guide us. Keep us. Selah🦚
Dear God, You are Great and Mighty surround us now Lord and keep us safe from the powers of darkness. Lord destroy the wicked ones and all the attacks they have against Your children. In Jesus Christ Name, Amen
without it a man will perish the same also goes for faith without it too surely
a man will be lost. I pay tribute to the One who loves me unconditionally, the
One who healed my heart, the One who gives me light amid the darkness. The One
who many people seem to neglect, the One who many people get frustrated at, the
One who many people seem to misunderstand and misconstrue. He wipes away my
tears, He renews my spirit, and only in Him can I renew my strength. Believing
comes natural to all of us, but it depends on what you choose to believe in it
also depends on what you decide to set your hope on, and if you don’t know who
I’m talking about in this speech let me enlighten you.
I’m talking about Christ. His words
give me healing, His words give me life they provide me with the strength to
believe that through Him I can do all things that strengthen me. I know where
my strength comes from, and it gives me not only a peace of mind, but also
gives me a perfect peace an inward peace that radiates on the outside. Peace
that’s upon me always and in all events of my life, I am paying tribute to my
Creator that not only provides me with an everlasting peace but also loves me
with a love that is unconditional, and beyond my understanding.
He’s my counselor, and with Him I don’t need to lean on my own understanding because with Him there is perfect understanding. He heals my broken heart and He makes it so when I’m weak I can proclaim that I am strong I know in my heart that I haven’t made it on this Earth this long because I am cool, or popular, or even because I’m in “control” this is why I choose to wholeheartedly pay tribute to the One who is in control, the One who freed me from bondage, to not only my Redeemer but also my best friend. This my dear friends is Jesus Christ.
Growing up in my childhood home I always felt a sense of emptiness that still creeps up every now and again just to make me feel a little if not a lot of insecurity. I never was shown genuine love, and now as a woman in my mid 20’s I feel awkward when people display acts of kindness for me, or even when they show how much they appreciate and love me. A abuse victim normally goes through this cycle in their life sometimes they feel so paranoid that everyone is just like their abuser, aiming to steal, kill ,and destroy you with every move they make. Its not hard for me to accept that with the way I was raised it became evident to me that it was hard for me to distinguish good from bad, light from darkness, and sweet from bitter.
Im starting to learn on my healing path with Christ that we as individuals seem to only accept the love that we think we deserve not the love we should have, not only love but thoughts and people we surround ourselves with. I’ve learned that how we treat each other reflects how The Most High will treat us because as His word says you “Reap what you sow” love and kindness does get you far not only with people, but with the Creator Himself. If you treat people with loyalty, and respect it will in turn be handed back to you, if you spread out positivity, and love you will also get it back. As people we tend to attract what we are so ask yourself “What am I attracting to myself, or what do I think I deserve in my life?”
It’s funny because I get called sensitive a lot, and people think that I take small things to heart too much, but honestly I’m just in tune to my feelings I’m aware of who I am as a person. That I wont be tied down by abuse anymore, and that I don’t have to accept being mistreated by anyone,and if something hurts or if I’m hurting I will make it known because in this day and age many people are so disconnected from their true selves that they don’t even know who they are. I aim to look at the power in my pain, and to rely on the Lord for my strength because whether any man wants to admit it or not Yahweh is The One who keeps this whole place running, and if He be for me who can be against me?
His word tells me” He will never leave me, nor forsake me“, and I believe them desperately I wont lie to you not even to Him sometimes my past hurts me sometimes I still feel like that little abused girl whose looking for her mother to approve of her, but instead all I’m left with is a woman who was left broken by her abusive mother who was also broken. A woman who will patiently wait for the Lord to deliver her, and to redeem her from her struggles that plague her day to day. I decided that I wont go back because now I’m old enough to stand for what’s true and genuine I used to let my past influence how I treated others, but why be bitter? People often don’t understand me, but that’s okay I’ve learned to do the one thing that most, and many people never learn to do and that is acceptance of self. I accept the way I look, talk, walk, and feel I know that The Most High created us all differently and that’s the most amazing and beautiful thing about being human.
That’s the main reason I treat everyone with sweetness because so many people choose bitterness not because that’s what they want, but because that’s all they were ever shown. So I as a conscious human make the choice to be kind even when bitterness is placed in my path because in doing so I reap the rewards of an eternal Yahweh that is always present, and is always looking out to reward His children not only with gifts but love also. I’m just hoping that the human reading my post also chooses sweetness because it only takes a second to make someone smile, and kindness is a drug worth sharing. Thanks for reading I hope you received edification from this today. Do you agree or disagree? Let me know 🙏🏾💝
Thank You for reading my blog post! Please remember to love yourself because The Most High Loves you. Have a blessed day!!💝