Sabbath Songs: Stay Humble​😌​🙇‍♀️​🙏​

Lord, Help me in this toxic world.

Lord let me remain humble in Your sight.

Please Lord God give me strength in this fight.

Give me strength in Your sight.

I want to be humble for my King.

Your worth way more than this world.

My soul longs for You. I wish my Lord God that I can be close to You.

I don’t feel worthy sometimes, but God please don’t pass me by.

Humility is the key. Please Lord let me keep my trust in thee.

This path is narrow. This cross sometimes isn’t light.

But I will praise You Lord, because I know with You I will be alright.

Yahweh will always make a way. I am so blessed that only He can brighten my day.

What is this world coming too?🥺🥺😪🤔

Food for thought: You are either getting closer to Christ or you are far away from Christ. The good news is that God can forgive you for your sins just ask for forgiveness with a remorseful heart. May God Bless You. Amen ❤👑😇

In this day and age I can see that we are in the end of days. Many people do not wanna acknowledge this but even a person who is not walking in the light can see that something sinister is in the air. People are becoming more narcissistic, and the demons that plaque them they are unleashing upon others.

I meet a lot of people. And one things we all have in common is that we all feel that something is on the horizon. This can be good for some, or bad for others one thing that I try to hold onto is my faith in Jesus Christ.

That’s all you really can do is trust in the Lord. Many people don’t believe but that will not stop His promises nor will it hinder His arrival. I long for you Jesus, to be in Your Divine presence.

This world is getting worst, and if you cant see that maybe your part of the problem and not the solution.

Jesus is coming soon. The mark is coming soon. Famine and wars are coming. Where do you stand? Who do you believe in? Do you have a strong foundation in Christ??

God’s power will be seen all over the world. So whether you believe or not, you will see HIM. May God bless you all and give you Divine strength during these trying times we are close.

Sabbath Prayer: The Mission👑👸🏽🥰🎉

Dear Lord,

Can You please tell me what’s my mission

What is my purpose while I’m here? Lord give me strength to finish my mission

You told me Lord to not let my heart be troubled. Jesus I need Your help, let me not overstep my boundaries.

Please Lord let me hearken to Your voice. I need You Lord God more than ever now.

It’s not about a job, its not about money. No it’s about finishing this mission.

Give me clarity El Shaddai, please Lord don’t pass me by. I need You my King my Spirit thirsts for You my Spirit groans for You.

I repent for all the times I broke Your Laws. All the times I let my anger make me go so far.

Lord Jesus, please guide me. Watch over me, and protect me.

In Jesus Christ name I pray AMEN.

*Special Edition* Sabbath Songs: Freedom 🎈👩🏽‍🎓

Lord, what is a man that You are mindful of Him? As humans we want so much but all we really need is You and the freedom only You can give. I’m confused El Shaddai as I type this I have tears come into my eyes. Give me freedom from this fallen vessel and from this dark world, only You can give me peace and perfect stillness that captivates my Soul. Where am I going Lord? Who am I going to encounter I am praying Jesus that I see You soon I am hoping that I can get a drink from Your everlasting Spirit. I need You Lord, I need You more than ever right now I need guidance Lord I need You to show me the way YOUR way. I have been lazy lately forgive me El Shaddai please Lord don’t pass me by Lord seal my head be my shield Lord cover me with your perfect peace still.

Only You can give me freedom, and only to You I look for my freedom. It’s not about protest, it’s not about money. It’s not about a job promotion. No it’s about You and the comfort You provide I want to sit in Your presence Lord I want to experience the freedom that only You can give. I want to be still and know that YOU ARE GOD. Forgive me Lord for everything I have every did wrong to You and others. Help me to stay strong in You Jesus. Lord let me remain in You. Lord my Spirit cries out for You. Lord. I wait for thee…..

Please Lord Come Near me…. I need You more than ever. Your Love. Your Comfort. Your guidance. In Jesus Christ Name I pray. Amen (so Be it)

Dedee

Happy 26th Birthday to Me 🥰🥰🥰👸🏽👑

Dear Yahweh,

Thank you for allowing me to see another year on this earth. I do not understand your plans for me but I do understand that if I am still here it is for a reason and for Your divine purposes. Life is hard and sometimes it is scary but I thank You Lord that I have You! You are a Good Shepherd and You look after and protects what’s Yours. Lord I pray that my life is filled with Your goodness and Your kindness and Divine Favor in Jesus Christ name I pray, Amen 🥰🥰😇👑👸🏽👰🏽

Happy 26th birthday Dedee ❤❤🥰👑👸🏽 Hallejuah 🥰🥰👰🏽

Sabbath Songs: Rest 😌🏝

I crave to rest in the Lord

I want to rest in my King

I praise You Lord for loving me

We are wayward children who really need your love

Thank you Lord for watching us from above

Thank you Christ for setting me free

Thank You Jesus for having mercy

I will give You my best

Because only You Lord give me rest

Thank You El Shaddai, for the comfort only You can provide. Selah 😌😌😌😇👸🏽

🕊️The Pain that comes with going No contact {Abuse Awareness}

Link to my YouTube https://youtu.be/qZGI5jkKiQQ

After three years of no contact I can honestly say that I feel the anointing of God’s healing power on me I can stand on my own two feet and I know it’s not my strength but Christ. Three years ago when I first went no contact I had just gotten out of a mental hospital undergoing demonic attacks I felt alone, scared, and I was tired of feeling the pain that came from me having my mother in my life. When I first cut communication it was like my mind was trying so desperately to manipulate me into believing that the abuse never happened, then I would have feelings of regret and loneliness. Instead of me acknowledging and accepting that I was abandoned, and abused by my family I would feel as though I was doing to them the very same things they had done to me. I would reverse it. It’s funny how we as humans can do that, it was like I was detoxing from a drug or coming down from a potent high.

Why do victims feel this way? How come after walking from an abusive situation, they feel the need to go back thinking things will change? The answer lies in our childhood one must acknowledge that the environment they grew up in was unnatural the only thing that would make sense is doing things that make no sense. Narcissistic parents train scapegoated children from a early age to cut ties with their original selves, they then mold them to be the physical manifestation of the pain, and anger that they feel on the inside.  When the picked party lashes out at the treatment that’s inflicted on them the whole family stares “in shock”, and amazement.  They are the only brave ones willing to fight on the battlefield this causes the narcissistic parent(abuser) to always seek out ways to keep the picked party “in their place” by using mental, emotional, spiritual, and physical abuse measures.

Things the Victim (Victor) should reflect upon while going no contact:

  • You have been brainwashed into believing that you are the reason why you are being abused and treated unfairly.
  • To not feel pain after going no contact the victor needs to understand that they need healing and to have successful healing they must leave the toxic environment completely.
  • If they cannot leave the toxic environment the victor must start renewing their minds with what the Word of God says about them, and who they are. They must also understand that the narcissistic parent is spiritually sick.
  • Realize that what the abuser says about you doesn’t define you, it just shows that the abuser is intimidated by you.

They will rise because they are HEALED BY GOD, they are victors leading other victims free! CALL ON YAHWEH RAPHA TO HEAL YOU!

FIND YOUR PASSION AFTER THE PAIN OF GOING NO CONTACT!

If the Son sets you free you will be free indeed.

John 8:36

I will give praise to You forever 🙌🏽🥰

My Lord, My God! I will give praise to You forever!

You heal my heart, I am Your work of art

A masterpiece made for the King, when I get in your presence I will always sing

I need You Jesus, can you save me from this place

Let me follow you Lord because You make me feel so safe

Keep me honest Lord. Keep me clean

I pray that I can be Your queen. I stand in awe of Your glory and Your might

Please Lord don’t let me be out of your sight. Let me not leave Your hand

I am so blessed that You have a plan. Selah

I Love You El Shaddai ♥