[We are Victors]No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. (Romans 8:37 Kjv)
Dedee is Divinely Delivered. She's just a (Redeemed Chosen Child) running for Christ and His sacrifice. Wisdom, and Discernment are both gifts given from Yahweh used to help motivate, and cultivate others. Open minded, yet excitedly bold with her opinions. She's strong willed and passionate on how she puts forth her relationship with The Most High God. Come on in maybe you would enjoy the conversation? Who knows? 😘
WE ARE IN THE END!!!!!!!!! A strong delusion is HERE!
I know it has been a while since I posted anything, but I have been going through another phase of my journey in Christ. I want to be free! I want to be free from the burdens of my past. I need Jesus I’m tired of us as believers getting caught up on names, religions, race, sex and the list goes on and on. It saddens me that as the body of Christ it has gotten to this point. At this point of my life the only thing I want is to be SAVED! I want to be saved by the power and blood of Christ. I have realized that all that this world has to offer is vanity and LIES!
Read my message and read it clearly! Read it SOBERLY!! The Most High GOD is not to be played with! He is not a MAN that HE should LIE neither the son of man that He hath to repent – Numbers 23:19
It hurts my heart how people just don’t care, or maybe it’s because they have rejected The Most High.
I will be honest with you as I type this. I came from an abusive home. I didn’t even think that I was going to make it past 18 I thought I was going to kill myself. But by the GRACE OF GOD!! I am still here I am beginning to understand that Yahweh loves me!! He does not want anyone to perish it is hard walking on the narrow road! It is hard letting go of family and friends because they rather take the V than believe in God. It hurts.. Having faith is so hard but at the same time it really is the easiest thing we can do.
My prayer is that you open your heart to Jesus. Please repent! Please turn to The Most High GOD so that you can be saved from all the terrors that will come on this earth.
Do not take the Vax!!! It is the Mark of the beast!
We are in the end of days… we are in the end. I believe we are. Have faith in Christ. We have to turn from our wicked ways and SEEK Him while He can be found. Its coming a time where the only thing will matter is if we have Christ. No matter how much food you have stocked up, no matter how much resources you have, no matter how much money is saved if you do not have CHRIST then NONE OF IT MATTERS!!!
Those feelings of CONDEMNATION ARE FROM THE ENEMY!! God loves us.. and He whispers to us always we just need to allow ourselves to be open to Him be receptive to His will. I’m not only talking to you, but also myself.
I LOVE YOU ALL! AND I WILL BE POSTING MORE POST SOON!!
I can’t believe it’s been 2 years on my blog! Praise The Most High God in Heaven!! When I started my blog two years ago I never thought that I would have stuck with it for so long I have grown to love blogging, and telling my story of healing from abuse as a child. It is so funny how much can be accomplished when you decide to put it in the hands of The Most High when you decide to trust Christ and move forward in His will and His Light and love.
I am more than a CONQUEROR! I don’t just say this but I believe it also. Yahweh encourages me so I will encourage you. He loves me so I love you too. Thank you for following my Blog and being apart of this journey may Yah bless you and guide you in Christ name I pray. Amen 🙏🏽
Isaiah 61:3 -To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.
2 Corinthians 7:10 For godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation not to be repented of: but the sorrow of the world worketh death.
Ecclesiasticus 4:21-22 For there is a shame that bringeth sin; and there is a shame which is glory and grace. 21 Accept no person against thy soul, and let not the reverence of any man cause thee to fall.”
Guilt can manifest in many different ways. Guilt is defined as a feeling of responsibility or remorse for some offense, crime, or wrongdoing whether real or imagined. In this blog post I wanted to talk about why victims of abuse feel guilty after abuse in this post I will talk about reasons based off my personal experiences with abuse and trauma. Everyone is different, and we all process life and experiences differently I believe by sharing our outlook, and testimonies we can help others heal and motivate them to seek a meaningful relationship with Yeshua who is the ULTIMATE healer and deliverer. ❤
I recall in my childhood how I always felt guilty. I felt alone. I lacked confidence. I often felt ashamed. Going on four years of no contact I understand all too well the pains, and perils of feeling guilt if a child is not raised in a household that centers around Yahweh’s love and Words then the house will quickly become a den for demons. My guilt arose every time someone asked about my mother, and when I replied that we were estranged they would rise up quickly to dish out their semantics of how “life is too short”, and that “you only get one mother” and the famous line “Honor thy mother and father” people are quick to downplay the abuse that was inflicted and are more than willing to make you feel guilty even though they do not know you, or the abuser that they are taking up for.
Guilt would always come rushing in time, and time again I would let people who didn’t even know me and the horrors that I endured at the hands of my mother dictate how I should view the abusive relationship. Because after all it wasn’t abuse it was “love” that hurt it was “love” that left me in a former shell of myself hating not only myself, but also the abuser who inflicted the pain and torment upon me. As time went on after going no contact and forming my OWN relationship with Yahweh Rapha I had to reprogram the way I saw not only Him, but how I also looked at myself I grew to understand that people are quick to speak on topics that they have little or no knowledge on. As survivors of abuse we have to not let what others say get to us, after all it’s easy to speak on something when you don’t have first hand experience on the issue at hand.
I felt guilty because I left instead of staying. My guilt arose from not sticking it out maybe things were gonna get better surely my mother loved me she just had a demonic way of showing her love for me. Guilty that I wasn’t loved properly. Guilty that I couldn’t make my mother love me. Guilty that I didn’t even have a connection to my mother was something wrong with me? My guilt arose because I didn’t live up to societies standards of family, and how you should stick by them NO MATTER WHAT. My guilt arose because I chose to walk away from all of them rather than stay and keep silent on the suffering that I was experiencing if I would have stayed no doubt I would have been a ticking time bomb waiting to explode. I felt guilty because I didn’t wanna give my abusive mother the worship, and praise that she required of me I chose to give it to Christ My Adonai I felt disconnected from my mother and I felt like I had to work for her love rather than receive it naturally. I looked at her like my enemy rather than the one who nurtured, and cared for me my guilt came when I tried but nothing ever worked I tried to repair a burned bridge, but I felt like in order for that bridge to be built I would have to DIE for it to be repaired.
Jeremiah 12:6 For even thy brethren, and the house of thy father, even they have dealt treacherously with thee; yea, they have called a multitude after thee: believe them not, though they speak fair words unto thee.
My guilt left when I began to understand that Yahweh called me out of my broken family system for a reason. My purpose is to let others know that it is okay to cry, and that Yahweh sees what they have done to you. It is not your fault that you were born into a damaged family, you were only targeted because you are the strongest one in the family system. You are the truth teller, you are the one who will shine light in the midst of the darkness. Your guilt subsides once you take acceptance towards the situation. Accept that the abuse that was afflicted upon you was unnatural. The way the abuser treats you is unnatural (parents are supposed to love children not hurt them, and patronize them). What happened to you shouldn’t have happened, we can’t stay in the past if we are trying to move towards a better future with Christ.
Luke 9:6262Jesus replied, “No one who puts a hand to theplow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God.”
Everyone won’t understand, and that’s okay it doesn’t mean that they are bad people they just aren’t part of your tribe. You don’t need no one to validate that harm has been done to you. The Most High KNOWS all and SEES all.It takes a strong person to acknowledge that they had abusive and unloving parents and it takes an even stronger person to bow down before Christ and ask for healing, and deliverance because a situation like this requires Divine Intervention from The Most High God in Heaven.
It’s hurtful when the ones who are supposed to love you the most hurt you the most. It’s confusing, and troubling when the ones who are supposed to nurture you abandon you. Once you let go of false guilt (that comes from the devil) you will have no problem telling your testimony, and you won’t care if people believe you or not. Did I want to leave? No, but 4 years ago I felt that it was the only choice that I had and if I would have stayed would I be the same individual now? I highly doubt it.
Don’t worry Yeshua knows our struggles, and knows what you have been through. Don’t play limitations on His abilities. There is GLORY in your STORY. So tell it, share it, and most importantly bear it.